now it was late at night but i just can't sleep. i slept so many hours before, so now i have the difficulties to get back to sleep. hurmmm..thanks to my b for being so understanding. i love u b. hurmm. just like a little kid i still can't manage myself well. haha. sometimes i'm so messy.
today, i'm not really sleepy in class. i got it was really exciting learning my grammar subject. Mr Teoh said ' Lily is happy and smiling when she is learning LDS.' Then i suddenly heard my roomate, Farahida said, 'Tengok la roomate siapa?'. haha. it is not my first time, smiling or laughing in LDS class as Mr Teoh, my grammar lecturer is so funny. He likes to make jokes in class. But actually i try to pay more intention in class as my last exam result was bad or can i say it was worst! hurmm.. i'm not really good in English actually but my mom said i was. this is because i always get A's for my English subject since i was in primary school. i never know that i'm good in it but i just enjoy learning English rather than Bahasa. i felt so sorry for my lecturers as i'm not performing well. i'm not good n i know that i need to improve myself. i need to work harder. but sometimes i just lost. i'm so sorry. i try to remind myself to focus on my aim before i came here, i want to improve self, i want to be better, i know that i deserve it. i just need to change, i won't give up as need to do something for my future. i need to be someone..........
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