Saturday, May 15, 2010

sy blur lg...

hurmmm ntah la...
lately slalu cgt bgn lbt...bgn pn cm blur2 je..xtau la..lately ni rse cm lost cgt...i just can't really put myself into something..even time blaja pn rse blurr je..

arini bgn lbt lg.....
10.30pg bru tul2 bgn...2 pn msih lg brmalas2an kt ats ktil...ya Allah xsmgtnyeee...
i'm totally lost rite now.....sblm ni ad cll ibu n i thought that i wanna tell ibu bout my probs,but then ble pkr lek lau cte msti ibu ssh ati...i know my mom...nmpk je mcm ok t kn die ssh ati die lak xleh tdi mlm...so....i didn't tell her...huuuuu~i really wanna cry when i heard my brother's voice..i really miss him...i miss my family...i rteally wanna back home...sick of being here...

i called 'him' then, but he was studying at that time, so won't tell him...i didn't want to disturb him as he was studying...he will seat for exam this tuesday so i just didn't let him know bout this...

then, nsib sy jd lg mlang ble kantoi lbt g klas...whuuu~mlng ditimpa tangga...hukhukhuk...sbnrnye 1 kls kne tgkap by 1 of our lecturers sbb lbt g kls....abs kecoh 1 department as she said ktowg ni xde disiplin la pela....hurmmm sje je nk wt kecah 1 dunie....ta phm tul la...pdahal ktowg bru 1st time tul2 dtg lbt cmni 1 kls...tp cre die treat ktowg cm ktowg dh wt slah bsar gler..huuuu~yg lg plik,course len xpnh pn kne tgkap xdtg kls slame ni,turn ktowg siap kne wt surat tunjuk sbb..hurmmm nsib la amk course ni, mmg mlang....huuu~

xpsal2 ktowg dpt free moral lecture dr lcturer ktowg n cried a lot when the lecturer tried tto find our fault..sje je nk knekn ktowg...obvious sgt,mgkn owg akn ckp sy je yg rse cm2 tp mslah my whole klas pn rse cm2...jdk nmpk cgt la lcturer 2 sje nk knekn ktowg kn???
hurmmmm...ta phm tul la....huuu~

hurmmm stressnyeerrr!!!!!ni nk wt keje pn dh xsmgt...hukhukhuk=(