what will you do????

huuuuuu~

(mengeluh panjang)

i really don't know what to do. i have a friend that removed me from her list of friends in Facebook. i'm not worry or 'kcik hati' for what she has done as i understand how does she feel. Instead i really worry about her. she really determines to get out from this institute as she feels that no one does like her. But, she has no idea about that. actually people do love her, but she behaves in such way that people can't accept and she always misuses people's trust, even her own friends. That's why people start avoiding her. i try to tell her but i really don't have the idea on how am i going to tell her about this, i'm really afraid that i will insult her. i know that this is not right n i'm not a really good friend. she may think that i have stabbed her back but she never know that i LOVE her as a friend. i really do want to tell her as i don't want her to think that she has been isolated but i don't have the strength to tell her the truth for the reasons why people keep avoiding her. she is not a bad person, but she never realizes that the way she treats people make people treat her that way. To the person that i has mentioned, you are not bad n people are not hating you, just you are the one who should ask yourself, what you have done. people do love you and give you chances to change but you didn't realize and didn't appreciate it. i do love you. sorry for not being a very good friend...............

lalalalalalalaaaaaaaa......

today???

i woke up late..

today????

is 24th of may 2010

today???

is monday

today???

i really love him

today???

i called my mom n i miss her damn much!!

today???

everything goes smoothly..

today???

is 24th of May 2010...

so,

today...

is 'our' ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!

hooreyyyyyy!!!

happy anniversary b!!!!

sorry for being late wishing you..

huuu~

but late is better than never...(hihiii..kn2???)

I LOVE U B!!!

today, i was so happy as i just called my mom. my mom suddenly became a very talkative person, unlike before she always ended up my call earlier. she told me about so many things, my sister has a new boyfriend, my dad whom misses me tried so many times to call me, and she also told "akak, balik nanti kak farah nk ajak akak dgn iz pergi kursus skor A" (hurmmm cm bese la...die da wt schedule da..ni lom smpai rumah lg ni...huuuuu)..hurmmm...that is my MOM...(slalu dok kalut..hihiii)

i know that she misses me..n dad also..i miss them all..

my sister,k.fara..

i am not really know what happen to her but according to what my mom said, "akak mogok lg,die xckp ngn ibu, mkn pn jarang2, akak tu da mkin kurus da" and also, "akak da ada boyfriend baru.." (hurmmm xtau la kesahihan cte ibu ni..hihii..sbb bese interpretation ibu xsme ngn ape yg jdk..hihiii) i really know my sister, if she won't speak n keep isolate herself from people that means she has problems. she always burden herself with problems, she doesn't want to share and tell people about her problems. she always 'moody' and i will be the victim to be scolded by her. but, at all i never hate her instead i really respect and love her. she is the only sister that i have and she is the greatest one!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!

my dad....

he is a very busy kind of man..(kalah perdana menteri tau)..he never expresses his feeling, whether he loves me or not. but, i really sure that he loves me even he never tell me. maybe he loves me more than my siblings because i know that we used to be closed when i was really young. he never visits me or sends me here as i study far away from our hometown. i know that he loves and cares for me, he never comes to see me or even says anything when i said that i want to continue my study in Penang. i know that he was reluctant to let me go, but he never said so. he didn't even send me for the registration day. until one of my friends asked me whether i still have dad, and i answered "yes, i have. he just doesn't have time to send me here".

he was really busy. but, i still believe that dad loves me. my mom told me just now that my dad misses me. he tried to call me but he doesn't even have my number!!that is my dad....i really know that he loves me n i also LOVE HIM....