Heart Bursting Moment

Assalamualaikumm....

Harini kami para guru dan pensyarah baru menyambut hari guru, what i mean is kami baru nak meraikannya hari ni (skemanya..) -__-" . For this celebration we have to wear something red in colour as the theme, while all our beloved lecturers wear blue. *sounds nice...(giggling..hihi..) I really love teachers' day since i was young (nak kata sekarang ni da tua ka??)*sikit la..hurmmm I enjoyed the performances, the celebration except the uncomfortable hot 'GELANGGARA'. memang rasa nak hangin je bila xcukup space for us students, maklum la maktab ni banyak sangat amik student baru. memang betul-betul macam MILO FUSE tu. ~__~ *annoyed! datang awal but still have to move around and at the end we just sat at the cramped space. *#%$@%+!!!!! xpela at least dapat la jugak duduk. fuhhhhh~

But lectures and students' performances were very great! I enjoyed. memang la ak da xdapat nak mengawal perasaan tadi bila tengok our lectures' performance. SPORTING HABIS!!!! memang gelak pecah perut ni, habis terburai. da xpandang kiri kanan da, biar la orang nak kata apa-apa pun.

Apa-apa pun, ini bukanlah perkara yang ak nak 'highlight'kan ye.

JENG!JENG!JENG!!!!

* Slip exam yang didebar-debarkan

Yeeee...result da keluar!!!cepat fikir apa nak buat??!!(xberfikir pun -__-" blurrr..)

I felt my heart like want to burst out when suddenly we got message that our result da KELUAR!!! rasa macam nak terkeluar jantung ni. tanpa fikir panjang ak pun berlari la dengan si 'bilis' (nama manja-ak je yang panggil dia macam tuh) berlari pergi SUP nak amik slip kami. and......THANK GOD I DIDN'T FAIL!!!!memang la ak tau ak xfail before but at that time i satisfied enough to have the conformation. da xnak fikir apa da. syukur sangat-sangat kawan-kawan ak pun ramai yang pointer diowang meningkat. 'bilis' pun sangat happy sebab kami berdua study sama-sama, walaupun result xdela gempak tapi at least we are now improving. My roomate pun happy 'cause her result is the highest in our 'family'. I know that she is really glad and grateful. ak pun happy untuk dia sebab sem lepas dia memang study hard and banyak bersengkang mata untuk study, ak nampak dia stress. 'Congrats rumate!'

Now, even i've improved but i know that i have to do better for the next exam. target : nak lulus dan xnak kena kick out from this college (mintak maaf ye, maybe target ak nampak macam low gila tapi ak memang takut nak letak harapan setinggi Gunung Everest). I really wish that all of us can stay and stick together until our graduation day. Aminnnnn......

new 'TAIKO' for the FAMILY.

Assalamualaikum...

Today thank god that we finished class earlier than usual. YIPPIE!!(i'm really happy)*even for the slightest thing (I sound childish). Yet still, i'm happy (^__^) heee (senyom sampai telinga).

Today we got meeting for our cohort=family. We were electing the new 'head' for the family. At the beginning it was a bit chaotic but then gratefully our last 'taiko' was capable enough to handle it and we calmed down and started the election.

For the first time after 2 years we were really serious in electing the 'taiko', it seemed a bit scary. really. But, i realised that it was a good thing as it seems that we are more matured now. no longer 'kanak-kanak' like before, 'gila-gila' and not taking things seriously. Even the boys were serious. I saw a new side of the 'family' members. Truely, I love and grateful for this 'family'.

Now, we are satisfied enough for the successful election :

Papa (Cohort Leader) :
Kevin

Mama (Asst. C.Leader) :
Auni

Eldest Sister (Secretary):
Secubi (Syuhada)

Eldest Brother (Asst. Secretary):
Izzat

Younger Sister (Treasurer) :
Fatin Athirah

and me??out of the list, responsible for the welfare for the family...(^___^) teheee~not my idea ok..*diowang kenakan ak sebab kata ak 'kepoh' + 'bising' sangat..(fitnah semata-mata)...*jangan percaya....saya teraniaya.-___-"

Sayang hampa semua walaupun da macam-macam da jadi dari hari 1st kat sini. Xkira la dok berbalah ke apa, tapi lama-lama kita semua mula serasi....sebab kita 1 'FAMILY'..

"I love you, you love me,
we are happy family,
with a big hug and a kiss from me to you,
when you say you love me too.."

*tiba-tiba nak buat bunyi latar lagu Bunny....(^____^)

--------------FAMILY COHORT 3---------------

#1 Melencong ke Muzium Perang Penang
(dekat ja. kami xda bajet. hihii.)

#2 ELS (English Language Society)
(ni zaman kami muda-muda,
dok kena pulun ha buat aktiviti setiap minggu -__-")

#3 Hero la tu kononnya..>___<

#4 First time of TESL RAYA
(muka semua innocent ja..jangan tertipu..)

Hidup yang penting kita HAPPY!!!! (^_________^)
*cepat senyom lebar-lebar!!senyom sampai telinga

UMPAMA DARK CHOCOLATE..

Assalamualaikum....

Hurmmm pernah xrasa dark chocolate?? I really love dark chocolate as it's not too sweet and a bit bitter. and to me friends are just like dark chocolate, a bit bitter and also sweet. Kawan memang macam-macam kerenah, ada yang yang suka mencarut, ada yang suka marah, ada yang suka menggedik, ada yang suka act macho, ada juga yang 'goodie-godie' and innocent-look. tapi macam-macam jenis kawan, kawan tetap juga la kawan kan??(xkan boleh bertukar jadi alien pulak..hiii..)

Pada suatu ketika dulu(tone: skema), pernah ak ada sorang kawan yang ak sangat lah rapat, makan bersuap, tido sekatil (jgn salah faham ye, kami bln Les***), pergi kelas sama, nangis sama-sama, senang cakap memang close la but shockingly she had done something unimiginable and unforgivable behind me, boleh dikatakan she stabbed me back! ak xtau la atas dasar apa dia buat ak macam tu. setau ak la, bila ada salah faham bila berkawan sepatutnya dibawa berbincang, tapi ni memang tanpa ada sebarang notis or warning she just spread bad things about me, and start talking bad things about me. ak memang xpaham sebab selama ni kami ok n really close, memang ak jugak pernah buat silap but it couldn't be the reason why she had doing such things! terlampau susah nak diterima dek akal ni tau dok?! die sebar cerita macam ak ni perempuan murahan, dok melayan la n bla bla bla, but at the same time die dok bercouple 2 3 lelaki. ak memang betul-betul xfaham. n berlakulah satu malam bila ak kena 'brainwash' dengan mereka (not only a person), n cara diorang cakap macam ak dah buat dosa besar sebab banyak berkawan dengan guys (for ur info memang ak mengaku zaman ak kecik-kecik dulu ak xberapa pandai berkawan ngan budak-budak perempuan yang 'faminine' sebab ak agak lasak, jadik ak banyak berkawan ngan budak-budak lelaki), jadi ak xsangka pulak bila berkawan ngan budak lelaki masa sekola menengah ada term 'melayan', for the god's sake ak just nak berkawan, apa la dosa ak dah buat kat diowang ni. memang bukan kepalang la ak menangis malam tu, teresak-esak, tersedu-sedan kot sampai sesak nafas. tapi ak sangat la fortunate sebab still ada lagi kawan-kawan yang back-up ak n pujuk ak. diowang cakap maybe 'mereka' marah-marah sebab cemburu as they had done much worse than me (try to exaggerate). Yela kebetulan masa tu ak berkawan jugak dengan senior-senior, ak xpernah pulak terfikir tu boleh jadi masalah. xpela...all these are just girls' stuffs..hiiii~

Bila jadi macam tu memang la ak marah, apa salah ak kalau ak memang nak just berkawan ngan ramai orang. Ak mendatangkan kemudaratan ke???cuba cerita sikit!!!but when i think back about all those times i just laugh by myself. kelakar jugak zaman 'kanak-kanak' dulu kan? n too be true i was really mad at those friends whom treated me that way, but now i'm no longer mad at them or want to slap hard at their face like all those times. 'Saya sayang kamu'. I still love u as my friends bila ak teringatkan balik time kita share semua cerita and laughed, cried, done things together, ak rasa cam xboleh nak cakap yang ak benci mereka. comparing the hard times to the good one i really think that the laughter moments and our friendship is far more valuable and irreplaceable. Bila fikir balik rindu zaman sekola dulu, time berkawan. Friends are just like the other family of mine. A wonderful thing....

Bila habis sekola dulu ak selalu risau, boleh ke cari kawan-kawan macam zaman sekola nanti?but now ak sedar yang kawan memang xboleh diganti and xkan ada pengganti, cuma tiap-tiap hari kita mesti akan berkawan dengan kawan yang baru ( kawan sentiasa bertambah!). Ak rasa happy..kalau dulu ak selalu fikir, "ada ke orang yang nak berkawan dengan orang yang sensitif and cepat emo macam ak ni?", tapi ak pernah jugak dengar orang kata," kita kena jadi diri sendiri bila berkawan, kawan yang sejati akan terima diri kita seadanya", jadi ak percaya kalau kita ikhlas bekawan mesti orang lain akan terima kita walaupun kita serba kekurangan..

Sekarang ni ak rasa grateful sangat-sangat sebab ak sentiasa ada kawan kat sekeliling ak and masih ada lagi kawan-kawan yang ingat and appreciate ak. Even I've made new friends but the old friends of mine still keep in touch. *Sangat-sangat terharu dan terasa disayangi kot!hiii (^___^).. Life is so wonderful with many ppl. whom are still appreciate you!

Jadi..........berkawan kena lah ikhlas.

* Kami 'kanak-kanak' riang.

*'Our' Subway (^__^)

*Bertiga lebih baik...

*Like wet cats -__-"

*Girl with 'Daddy Zul'.

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* OUR FAMILY


"Kawan-kawan saya mintak maaf ye kalau saya banyak menyakitkan hati.

Saya manusia yang xlari dari kitidaksempurnaan.."

F.R.I.E.N.D.S, thanks for being my dark chocolate!

New Semester!!New Breath..

Assalamualaikum....

rasa agak aman damai ye hati ni setelah melalui cuti semester selama 3 minggu. Kalau diikutkan memang la xberapa nak puas hati bila orang lain cuti sem berbulan-bulan tapi kami cuti sem 3 minggu je.tapi nasib badan la, dah nama pn student maktab, nak buat macam mana kn??xdapat la nak nolong!(loghat). tapi dapat cuti 3 minggu pn da kira bersyukur n cukup sangat la bagi ak sebab stay kat rumah lama-lama pun xtau nk buat apa. asyik membunag masa melekatkan badan kat atas katil je. xpasal-pasal tambah dosa buat ibu marah.huuuuu -__-!! sorrrryyy ibu..xtau la kenapa ye, asal balik cuti je ak secara automatiknya kuat tido n selalu buat ibu ak marah. xde niat. sorry sangat2 tapi entah la dari zaman sekolah dulu lagi ak macam ni. mula-mula ak ingatkan ak banyak tido masa awal-awal cuti sebab letih dengan routine kt asrama but at end I ended up with sleeping throughout the days of my holiday. memang truely disaster! ak pn xtau la. pernah juga berazam untuk kurangkan tido which mean be more active n 'lively' masa holiday tapi benda ni just dapat direalisasikan xkurang dari 3 4 hari je lepas tu jadi balik macam sebelum-sebelum ni..isk..isk..(memang padan la kalau orang panggil ak lazy-bum or sleepy-head)huuu -___-!!~ ada ke penawar bagi penyakit ak ni??bagi ak tido sangatlah nikmat,sekarang ni coffee 3 4 paket 1 mug da xlagi berkesan untuk bagi ak stay concious, ak still boleh lena tido walaupun minum coffee ber'mug-mug'. DAHSYAT KN??

Haa...sekarang berbalik cerita for my campus life in this new semester. now, I can still be called as freshman in the degree year as I'm still in my 1ST YEAR OF DEGREE n now I'm in my 2nd semester doing my degree in this 'maktab'. grateful.............

Though i can't still be too confident and yet relief as our result still unknown, i mean we still didn't get our result. n lately i heard rumors which saying there are failures!BAGAIMANAKAH??? ak memang la sangat tak senang hati n gelisah yang amat sangat bila dengar ada sorang failure dari TESL. cuak!!!!!!!!is it me??freak out!!ak da mula bersedia dari segi fizikal n mental je ni untuk korek semula buku-buku sem lepas dari kotak-kotak kat stor untuk re-seat paper. Ya Allah tolong la............I still have a long way to go, so please let me continue this journey! bila fikir nak kena kick out memang la susah nak tido malam tp bukan ak sorang yang rasa macam ni, kawan-kawan ak yang lain pun terasa takut jugak, siap ada yang menangis n terasa homesick. to be honest ak pn terasa nak nangis jugak tapi try to be positive selagi boleh. takut nak bayangkan. huuuuuuuuuu..ak doa sangat xde failures from our cohort as we are all like family now since we had gone through the past 2 years together and i hope we can go through our next years together till we are graduated and be teachers for the next young generation. ak xnak bayangkan ada diantara kami yang terkandas. =( raelly unhappy to think bout it..

So, for this semester i determined to improve self to be better. For a korean-holic korean-fanatic like me i think i should've reduce watching korean stuffs and pay more attention to more important thing like studies. So....sem ni kena la struggle sikit ye Bonga!BE BETTER!!!!chaiyok!!!!