i just can't think bout it anymore.what do you want to do,just do.you want to take revenge?i said, WHATEVER.i just don't want to mess up my mind with all these nonsense things.for god sake,i don't really care..i made up my mind, i just don't care anymore...let you be you, n me be me....
i remember.....
one of my lecturers said that happy is depends on us,on how we perceive happy is.so, i decided to be happy unconditionally, what i mean here, i just don't want to depend on others anymore. there is no one that can be blamed for my unhappiness. so, i just wanna be a happy person. everyone has their own 'circumtances'.don't make it complicated. everyone should take care of their own 'circumtances', so am i. i don't wanna make reasons for my unhappiness anymore. I AM HAPPY...
i realize....
what ms.Siti told me this evening are all true.we are not really good. we didn't show any great effort anymore.we are not outstanding like others. there is no 'but' if we really work hard on ourselves, to change, to improve. we just didn't do anything and just stay still until now. everyone seems tired, stressed up, and no longer close with one another. everything is a mess now. i wanna do something but what can i do??please tell me........
