Saturday, June 25, 2011

New Semester!!New Breath..

Assalamualaikum....

rasa agak aman damai ye hati ni setelah melalui cuti semester selama 3 minggu. Kalau diikutkan memang la xberapa nak puas hati bila orang lain cuti sem berbulan-bulan tapi kami cuti sem 3 minggu je.tapi nasib badan la, dah nama pn student maktab, nak buat macam mana kn??xdapat la nak nolong!(loghat). tapi dapat cuti 3 minggu pn da kira bersyukur n cukup sangat la bagi ak sebab stay kat rumah lama-lama pun xtau nk buat apa. asyik membunag masa melekatkan badan kat atas katil je. xpasal-pasal tambah dosa buat ibu marah.huuuuu -__-!! sorrrryyy ibu..xtau la kenapa ye, asal balik cuti je ak secara automatiknya kuat tido n selalu buat ibu ak marah. xde niat. sorry sangat2 tapi entah la dari zaman sekolah dulu lagi ak macam ni. mula-mula ak ingatkan ak banyak tido masa awal-awal cuti sebab letih dengan routine kt asrama but at end I ended up with sleeping throughout the days of my holiday. memang truely disaster! ak pn xtau la. pernah juga berazam untuk kurangkan tido which mean be more active n 'lively' masa holiday tapi benda ni just dapat direalisasikan xkurang dari 3 4 hari je lepas tu jadi balik macam sebelum-sebelum ni..isk..isk..(memang padan la kalau orang panggil ak lazy-bum or sleepy-head)huuu -___-!!~ ada ke penawar bagi penyakit ak ni??bagi ak tido sangatlah nikmat,sekarang ni coffee 3 4 paket 1 mug da xlagi berkesan untuk bagi ak stay concious, ak still boleh lena tido walaupun minum coffee ber'mug-mug'. DAHSYAT KN??

Haa...sekarang berbalik cerita for my campus life in this new semester. now, I can still be called as freshman in the degree year as I'm still in my 1ST YEAR OF DEGREE n now I'm in my 2nd semester doing my degree in this 'maktab'. grateful.............

Though i can't still be too confident and yet relief as our result still unknown, i mean we still didn't get our result. n lately i heard rumors which saying there are failures!BAGAIMANAKAH??? ak memang la sangat tak senang hati n gelisah yang amat sangat bila dengar ada sorang failure dari TESL. cuak!!!!!!!!is it me??freak out!!ak da mula bersedia dari segi fizikal n mental je ni untuk korek semula buku-buku sem lepas dari kotak-kotak kat stor untuk re-seat paper. Ya Allah tolong la............I still have a long way to go, so please let me continue this journey! bila fikir nak kena kick out memang la susah nak tido malam tp bukan ak sorang yang rasa macam ni, kawan-kawan ak yang lain pun terasa takut jugak, siap ada yang menangis n terasa homesick. to be honest ak pn terasa nak nangis jugak tapi try to be positive selagi boleh. takut nak bayangkan. huuuuuuuuuu..ak doa sangat xde failures from our cohort as we are all like family now since we had gone through the past 2 years together and i hope we can go through our next years together till we are graduated and be teachers for the next young generation. ak xnak bayangkan ada diantara kami yang terkandas. =( raelly unhappy to think bout it..

So, for this semester i determined to improve self to be better. For a korean-holic korean-fanatic like me i think i should've reduce watching korean stuffs and pay more attention to more important thing like studies. So....sem ni kena la struggle sikit ye Bonga!BE BETTER!!!!chaiyok!!!!

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