Assalamualaikum....
*alkisahnya aku xtau nk bubuh tajuk entry kali ni...
--humpphhhhh~ =____=" --
Hari ni 24 haribulan bersamaan seperti ini "=" dengan 24 ramadhan. betul x??betul la kan? haha!lagi berapa hari je lagi nak raya. so???"menghitung hari..detik demi detik..masa berlalu apa yang ada...lalalalala~" --lagu ni nada sayu je tapi aku nyanyi versi riang!!-- (suka hati la!) YEAYYY!!NAK BALIK RUMAH!!percaya x aku dah SEPULUH=10 MINGGU xBALIK RUMAH?!!!! ini bukan cubaan semata-mata, ini kisah benar!lama gila kan?? *bagi aku sangat lama xkesah la korang rasa apa -__-~ xsedar pun, tau-tau je tiba-tiba nak rasa touching pastu homesick. kira-kira je rupanya dah lama gila xbalik rumah. *sedih kot!!!!orang balik rumah aku stay kat hostel, pastu orang lain balik lagi aku stay lagi, diorang balik lagi aku stay lagi!!!stress betul aku dibuatnya!!!psycho betul la! *xpe2..lepas ni aku pun balik!xmo tengok hampa balik lagi! (cakap sorang-sorang).
tapi........
*bila nak happy selalu ada tapi. spoil betul!humphh!! -____-~
dapat cuti seminggu, termasuk SBE yang boleh buat kat sekolah kawasan dekat dengan rumah tambah la lagi seminggu kat rumah. seronok! memang seronok. tapi.....
hakikatnya sebelum merasa duduk rumah 2 minggu tu banyak benda yang harus di'settle'kan seperti :
#1 : Assignment yang pelbagai jenis.
#2 : Presentation yang juga pelbagai jenis.
#3 : Test Phonology (yang sangat "senang")
#4 : ISL (independent self learning)
#5 : Study untuk SBE - ELT
yang lain xmo pikir. kita bagi settle yang ni dulu la k. kalau x mati la naik cuti ni nanti. aku pun xpaham la. setiap kali nak cuti mesti jadi macam ni. memang DENGKI KE???T_____T" sob.sob. memang xaman. mana mungkin lagi berapa hari je kagi nak balik ni. mampukah nak siapkan semua benda ni?? nak bela seekor DORAEMON la buleh x? please x___X ~ *sesak. sesak... aigoOo.
nak balik~ T______T.
ok. tutup cerita pasal nak balik ni sat. sekarang nak cerita pasal hal lain. nak meluah perasaan pasal apa yang berlaku lately ni pulak. *sekadar luahan~
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What do you think?
bila orang yang xberapa nak kenal korang judge korang sesuka-suki diorang and simply labelling korang?pedih kan? bukan la nak kata apa-apa. pada mulanya aku xnak comment apa-apa pada these kind of people but when they went out of bound rasa geram la jugak. seriously >.< !
bukan apa selama ni aku pekakkan telinga je bila orang lain mengata mereka semua, xpela hal diorang n aku pun xberapa kenal diorang and i personally thought that just some of them yang 'behave that way'. so xberapa nak amik 'port' la kan. but now seriously i'm really disappointed that they just simply judged 'my family' and said something really bad. I know that it was one of us whom started that fight (not really fight) but i really think that they've gone overboard. and what made me more sad that there was the other one of us yang menyebelahi mereka yang berkata-kata itu, not supporting 'the best friend'. it was really upsetting. I know that the person whom started it (which is from our side) did that because 'die' (xnak mention jantina) was really upset with those people. but then maybe because they're more senior so it was very hard for them to accept and admit their mistakes. it was about their commitment which can be so-called bad examples for the others. I personally agree as they were always complaining about things and rebelling which sometimes it was a bit extreme for some people to do it. Even they're now seniors but they don't even mind their language which it seems a bit too much for people whom nearly graduate as future educators. maybe 'our friend' said something a bit harsh but how they reacted by blaming our whole 'family' a bit too much. even some of them started looking at us like criminals! very distracting! how can you ask for our commitment when you are not giving yours? i don't think it is logical and can be accepted. really. for the first time i faced this kind of situation.
now, i don't know what to do. so, just let it be. let them cool down and when time goes by things will be better. hopefully.
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