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hissshhhhh....xtau la npe arini...rse nk mrah je....1bdan rse lmbik cgt..rse kpale ni da nk mletop la...hukhukhuk=(..sy xepi la..suddenly all the bad things come up 2 my mind..rse skt ati yg tramat sgt...mngapakah???S.O.S..suddenly trase cm pnt cgt..nk mrh tp xtau cmne nk luah..xmo mrh,xske mrh..tp gram sgt2..trase bnci kt dri sndri..ya Allah...mgkn blik umh not the best option 4 me but at least it can be the cure for all my disappointment..i really need to meet my family...ibu ayah abg akk n adk....i really need to see all of u..knape trase bban ni mkin brat..sy je ke yg slalu rse cmni???sy je ke yg xnormal???i have no answer for my own question..spe yg nk bg jwpn ni???someone please help me...once again i lost myself.......how should i end up all this?????????????